I wasn’t procrastinating. It was that I didn’t fixate anymore on how to make this ‘perfect’ because it became perfect by the unusual way it was conceived and my admission to its perfection, which has all the potentials contained within it past/present/future all here for me now in the way I imagined it would be. Beautiful.
Such loyalty, such compassion is offered to you in this moment. If we are devout and patient in our fulfillment, somehow everything is always already complete.