When I am in love it feels like this– like my beloved is watching me from far away and feeling very sad. He doesn’t realize the dissonance is a projection of fear, and that on the other side of it he’s also in love with me running outside.
‘Wait, wait, wait. It’s so good you’ve never seen anything like this before. Wait, wait, wait–‘ from a song that I recorded in 1 take and could not sing again, but since there was a record maybe once is enough. 🌬 #whiteblush #wait
I recommend naps. A lot of naps.
One of my favorite things is looking at his eyelashes.
I overheard ‘cannot get anything done. Not even here, no one can see me. This is #chronic called #aphasia.’
To be sedated (or a sedative.)