In dreams

Couple years ago had an epiphany that I am in the dreams of those who truly love me as they are in me. And that I am an avatar to a film they are directing. So that when you direct a film, you can mirror back to them what it is like to be them, on the other side of death, of consciousness, of everything. #whiteblush

Spirit fish

The spirit fish were like: when it happens it will be very anticlimactic you will be so immersed in it you will call out to no one to verify it. You will swim just like the fish bathed in this florescent light on ice and know everything without understanding why or how when or with whom.