When I am in love it feels like this– like my beloved is watching me from far away and feeling very sad. He doesn’t realize the dissonance is a projection of fear, and that on the other side of it he’s also in love with me running outside.
To be sedated (or a sedative.)
I think it is safe to say we are run by machines and algorithms and are pretty much disembodied spirits and dead bodies by the age of 25.
If you switch your dreams for reality and reality for a dream you will cry for years until your physical body can withstand the purity of what you’re experiencing. Men don’t cry. They just work to death or get married. And watch their wife cry instead.
from Persona by Ingmar Bergman:
I will marry Karl Henrik
and have a couple of children
which I will have to raise.
All of this is predestined.
It’s inside me.
It’s nothing to think about.
It’s a safe feeling.
#nofilter #wilmetteillinois #lakemichigan
New experiences or extremely vivid perceptions therein once had cannot be taken back, and may lead to paranoia, panic, anxiety, ideas of inadequacy, or generic feelings of lust which may require asking for strange help, immediately followed by late nights giving out flying fucks. Fast food, junk mail, alcohol, $$ problems, prescription drugs, quietly cursing/fucking oneself.