Vow

I think marriage is a vow to silently kill eachother. These are my parents who had different styles of survival my father was very physical, abrasive and verbally abusive while my mother more subtle and covert ie. she could easily starve you if you pissed her off. My dad’s weakness is he could not cook because being served was a personal pleasure.

Barren land

Deergrove Forest Preserve Palatine Illinois

Barren land or fertile soil. I had so many cuts I start to feel an ache all over. I feel unsure of myself like maybe I ‘went too far l’ into dreams that appear very irrational.

But I think dreams are from your higher self messages from the soul, infinite past present future lives, they are to protect you from danger coming up ahead. Some of us are literally buried alive and do not even know.

Watching ‘Loves Park’ right now

Our friend @javatinii shared he is enjoying ‘Loves Park’ at the moment and getting hungry for pomegranate. ^.- have you downloaded LP yet? See link https://amzn.to/2Grxg0C πŸ­πŸ¦„πŸΎπŸŸπŸ”πŸ·πŸ‘πŸ˜Š

#lovesparkfilm #amazon #whiteblush Movie still from the pomegranate scene, friends watching 'Loves Park,' available on Amazon Direct Video