Parallel Universe

In a parallel universe, a trace of a choice you did not make looming over the one you did. You can think about all of them as if they exist simultaneously. And maybe that’s how time ‘bends.’ #whiteblush #decor

Royal Buffet

Royal Buffet Schaumburg IL ceiling in lobby

I reexamined the ceiling, and some its finer flaws. The rust, the tile which is a 90s kitchen floor, and unmotivated patchwork. It would have been better if it was just gangster and dirty kind of like the seafood. #dirty #gangster #eating #whiteblush #mood

Wishes, Pure Intent

Everyone is concerned about what happens after you die but rarely inquire about where you were before you were born. Often our mind stops at coming from mother’s womb. My mom told me she wished for a girl, had dreams of the ocean, and ate a lot of gogi, and I was born. Co-creating is about wishes, pure intent.


I think marriage is a vow to silently kill eachother. These are my parents who had different styles of survival my father was very physical, abrasive and verbally abusive while my mother more subtle and covert ie. she could easily starve you if you pissed her off. My dad’s weakness is he could not cook because being served was a personal pleasure.

Loss of self


If you don’t know you have this ego identity when you experience your dreams or soul truth coming up it will feel extremely painful like you are losing yourself and you will mistake that pain as coming from this person or that dream rather than the pain of you running from yourself. In other words that pain is love.