No pain, none at all.

It was a very tough day. I only cried once. I slept all afternoon and woke up to a phone call. My mom and I went on a 2 hour walk, the only joy I can speak of right now because for a year she could not. She said to me ‘no pain. None at all.’


I think marriage is a vow to silently kill eachother. These are my parents who had different styles of survival my father was very physical, abrasive and verbally abusive while my mother more subtle and covert ie. she could easily starve you if you pissed her off. My dad’s weakness is he could not cook because being served was a personal pleasure.